Saturday, October 25, 2014
Saturday, October 18, 2014
Hey elg, You have passed on for almost a year now. I can’t say it has been easy learning to live without you. Heading into year one, I can say I have started to make real progress. I can talk about your death without crying. I can look people in the eye and tell them how you passed on. And now I finally feel like I can be honest with myself about you. I’ve come to terms with the fact that I will never see you again. It was incredibly difficult to reconcile my desire to see you again with my belief that there is no afterlife. I used to look for you everywhere, hoping that you were watching over me and sending me signs, and it still feels like just yesterday that you were drunk shouting my name. And my dearest friend, i'll never forget everything you did for me & I'll keep you in my heart forever.