Saturday, October 18, 2014

The world is so much busy of making money, and love doesn't make them happy.

this is me trying to be funny. LOL but I get a lot of feedbacks saying it's creative. haha :D got this inspiration from my fatty who always calls me a PIG. ha ha ha bleahhhhh! 

I can't always cut down on words talking about weilun or whenever i visits him. and yes, i just went there alone to pay him a visit since it's been so long i haven't do ever since im back to my normal self, meaty and healthy.. 

to be honest, My eyes were still filled with tears when i looked at the picture on the tombstone. and then the images of him flashes at the back of my mind. the voices of him the words he said and so much more :'( 

captions up on ig and fb. 

(Pardon for this long post. Just visited @socialboysboyka and too much emotions stirred up) 

Hey elg, You have passed on for almost a year now. I can’t say it has been easy learning to live without you. Heading into year one, I can say I have started to make real progress. I can talk about your death without crying. I can look people in the eye and tell them how you passed on. And now I finally feel like I can be honest with myself about you. I’ve come to terms with the fact that I will never see you again. It was incredibly difficult to reconcile my desire to see you again with my belief that there is no afterlife. I used to look for you everywhere, hoping that you were watching over me and sending me signs, and it still feels like just yesterday that you were drunk shouting my name. And my dearest friend, i'll never forget everything you did for me & I'll keep you in my heart forever.



MAI SNG LEH BAO! ������ 

villa's kitchen for early dinner with baobei before his weekly report. was supposed to have my fav ice cream from daily scoop but fuck! we were both tooooo bloated :( went home to pay mom & dad a visit. also played with my smelly cute little baby �� gave July a missed as we were running out of time, so we shall postpone the date alright, Jolene & Jodi! :/ turned in quite early together. snuggles. 

Dad always repeat 你买给爸爸的gstar衣服很美很美 whenever he wears it on. so cute de, don't know isit make me happy only. muahz

I'll be happy because you said I must be

planned to get my dbl choco from cbtl before meeting jolene & bf because i was too impatient to wait for the bf to fetch me there as i was MADD famished! travelled to westmall first as it's been a long time since both joey and i do some catch up. so while catching up he also accompanied me wait for bf. insufficient time to get my craving satisfied, sadly.. 


heyyyy baby! am really considering to get the similar camera because you just simply have to snap and it's amazing beautify function gives a dreamy effect that every fucking woman would love as much as I do.. Aww but the first photo looks abit fake though. haha :x who cares? i'am not ugly irl anyway :P

settled @ 359 for tzechar while bf and his colleagues proceed with their daily boozing sess. ha ha abit boliao i know but no~ look below! 

LAI LIAO LOR. This girl started her drinking pattern liao lor. LOL!! 

did so much of ketchup with her these few days we practically laughs and criticize on the same fucking thing. never get sick of it. girls, learn to love yourself plz. 

unexpectedly, a tiff with bf because we hardly do.. but fuck once i flare i give zero fucks. too bad! haha thanks for bearing with me my fatty.

and most imptly, thanks for the baby who's always there. like finally, the only person I feel SUPER COMFORTABLE spilling ALL my emotions to. i tend to fake a strong front but y'know everybody have got weaknesses. and since forever, she's the only person I'll never hide my feelings to.

club July to chill.

met up with my fav girl Valerie scal :D and also prolly because she's a Gemini, we shares the same character & temper. aiya in short, we're just so alike yet different. haha nobody understands this but i know she do.. as soon as i got home, the bf called on the dot, coax me til I'm willing to go home with him. hahaha xiaojie piqi he says 

quoted from jingjing's twitter. find it quite true and relatable. 

since he's got enough time to spare, for a quick lunch with me, he came back with tianshun. yea i know he looks damn haggard with his untidy mustache and tired eyes, cos he's too busy working for me :/ 

met up with grace maverick and Jodi xiaomei finally, for sushi again :D Yea, I had lunch with baobei already and immediately had sushi next. too hard to resist you see.. I am a sushi lover no doubts 

and oh did I mentioned that I splurged on clothes again? :( forever spending money and then it fits so perfectly that i wanted to back to get the other 5 colours with the same design. so glad baobei did not forbid. 


you're still the one who knows me best, and you know i do too. it was really an unexpected text. 

thanks for loving me forever like you said.

Friday, October 17, 2014

Thursday, October 16, 2014

As long as I'm breathing, you'll never walk alone

hey babies, back to blog again after several naggings. am feeling so farkin annoyed and helpless now I don't even know if I'm able to concentrate blogging. i just found a flying cockcroach in our room!! leaves me wonderin why and how the heck it crawls into the room.

(Above posted in the noon) and now I should continue blogging because I guess the cockcroach flew away or somehow disappeared after a whole day out. Let me get back on track.. 

我的星期天. woken up by baobei with breakfast already waiting for me :) not forgetting my aid to any of the illnesses that hits me, 100plus. 最幸福的是一起床就有宝贝帮我按摩. how not to love him? 

napped for afew hours before waking up to prepare. nice chilly weather to start with :) went to get my fav salted butterscotch from awfully choco because he said so. feel so pampered. next was to hougang, so mad hungry i can swallow a cow. mooooooo~ i was so guilty that night becos i left him alone in my room and went to sleep with granny just because of my wild imagination or probably some "superficial" stuff that i experienced in the midst of my sleep which woke me up 

so it was sushi feast again with grace and maverick in the noon. subsequently, it was an impromptu trip to holland v to meet up with the usual cliques for supp. and it's a must to have my fav dbl choco from cbtl. before continuing, i have to add on that baobei allowed me to do eye make ups for him before leaving home. hahahahahahahahaha so funny & cute. but of course, removed the make up before we left home lah! haha

yea i was forced* to leave home when we were both already on bed. urghhhh 累死我! bare face out
after holland v was to marina barrage to chill. add points add points baobei! he took off his shirt just for me to lie on the field of grass patch. hehe ruv him larzxzx! 

my life have changed, ever since i met him. and our lives have changed after we distanced ourselves from people who creates nuisance and nonsensical dramas. afterall, it was a fruitful night out with the 3 couples. 

quickly whipped up an easy supp for baobei the moment we reached home and got ourselves cleaned up. i always feel so grateful and xingfu becos he'll automatically wash the dishes everytime we're done eating knowing i hate this chore the most. (Without complaining) huhu :P

what's for yesterday? a sudden decision to meet up with velle sissy and grace @ bpp for ichiban sushi. omg the 3 of us over-ordered causing bloating tumz. haha! 

velle sissy got me 7 new sets of clothes which fits me perfectly! 爱死她了. gave daiso a missed because we were all very fullllllll. eldersis also got me a dress and my jillstuart from taiwan :) baobei's wardrobe is gonna be OVERLOADDDDED with all my new loots. :/

met up with dad in the night to attend a funeral of my far distance uncle, together with baobei.. 

Airport aftermath to fetch his mum & co. got my fav wake up jane, 2 bacon rolls and 2 croissant from Paris baguette :D happy girl is me! his mum really knows my taste becos zeh (his sis) wanted to get smth for me but got no idea what to buy and so his mum chose a dress which i really really likes, a lot! it's nice when you get along well with your partner's fam and when they treat you like their own child, v heartwarming :) 

Why are you always talking about me? I don't talk about you. I don't think about you. You don't like me but you're still discussing me. Why? Ask yourself :P BOOOOOO 

Wednesday, October 15, 2014


Saturday, October 11, 2014

They teach you that the truth is good but when you say the truth everybody gets offended

Hmm hmm I guess it've been a repetition to say that every Friday's a routine for me to accompany fat for his weekly report yea? Well this week, it's a little different, a little more joy to perk us with the companion of the little terror Enni :D 

At the Lim's family hub. 

Going nude for the rest of this month. Also did youngersis' nails on Thursday since I've got nothing on and my lazybum dozed off without me :(

Happy me finally got my hands on this pretty lil lipsy after so longggggg. Thank you baobeiiiiiiiii. 

because i know you’re always there, there to catch me when i fall, there to listen when i need to vent, there to hold me when im cold, there to make me smile when im down. (and because a plain picture itself is too mainstream hahaha) ❤️

Always keepin me accompanied when I'm alone waiting for him to be done.

And urgh! I guess because I skipped lunch and dinner yesterday and had a few cups of beer that causes the extreme discomfort in my gastric since this morning. When was the last time I had to sit on the corner of my bed dealing with and forcing the gastric juice out repeatedly in a row not being able to have a good sleep? Today, it happened again. :( FELT EXTREMELY UNWELL FOR THE WHOLE DAY that I literally hugged the dustbin from sunrise till sunset! Not exaggerating. Worse was when baobei couldn't be there with me due to work (but thankful cos he rushed home earlier than usual)

Only felt better during the night. Swear never to skip my meals and consume alcohol anymore! 

Spent an hour or more having H2H talk with Jolene baby after so longgg. haha! I think we both sure looked like idiots laughing in front of our phone screens. LOL! And while I'm busying with my phone, baobei accompanied granny chitchatting in the living room throughout. AND THATS ONE REASON WHY I LOVE HIM! 

Silly I love you :)

Throwback! Pictures taken at USS with valeriee, jingting and Rachel. 



Well I normally take critics as compliments because people wouldn't be talking about you if you weren't cut above ya? So when I hear people saying negative stuffs about me, I pay it no attention, I give it no energy because those are all distractions. Instead of getting upset or feeling badly, I'd always remind myself that they, don't talk about ordinary people, they talk about exceptional people :)

Birds of the same feather flocks together and you bitches are pigeons