i was too sick for the whole of last week to get out of bed and so this site was left rotting as well. slept for as long as i felt sick. it was a rough week for me, and i'am sure, worst for fat. am already very hard to please leave alone the days when i'am sick. the fever come & go consecutively for close to 8 days! imagine -.-" so sick of having to eat porridge every single day, strengthless to even had a proper shower.. but anyway thank you fat you took great care of me and now that i have fully recovered, your job is to satisfy all my cravings & let me have my own time :p
the truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you'll see their flaws. that's just the way it is. this is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendships don't last. you might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they're out of money or under pressure or hungry, for goodness' sake. love is something different. love is choosing to serve someone and be with someone in spite of their filthy heart. love is patient and kind, love is deliberate. love is hard, love is pain and sacrifice, it's seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship.
it was just another night at yewtee. but with different company :)
forgive and forget!
if you're staying, you need to forgive and stop bringing up the offense.
if you're leaving, you need to forgive and forget they exist. be clear in your forgiveness.